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    November 19

    只要"搭错车",就可以"误点"了

      今天出去走了走,虽然是下雨天,但是还是想留下点回忆。
    有点伤感,不想就这么离开这,不过又想想过几年还会搬回来的,
    只是暂时的离开而已。走了GASTOWN,那么热闹,却那么自然。
      坐了家咖啡厅,从来没有任何家咖啡厅比这家舒服,惬意。
    原来都打算找好房子搬家,但是现在突然改变了主意,我不想就这样离开DOWNTOWN
      其实也对,我可以不搬的,没有人赶我走啊,我还是属于这的。自己想做的事,为这个决定付出点代价也是应该的。
    虽然还有点矛盾,不知道这决定是对是错,但是依我的个性,无论对错,自己喜欢的话就会错下去……对错重要吗
    很多事,都是没有对错的,尤其是情感上的取舍,连自己都不知道什么的对,什么是错。
      回到家,几个楼下的墨西哥女的让我去他们的APT PARTY,我们彼此还都不认识。在这一切居然这么好,没有陌生人的地方。我还应该离开这吗?我好象没有理由离开这了。
      昨天的我还坚定的认为我没有理由留下,只是自己不想走,现在我却觉得我没有理由走了。一个没有陌生人的地方,
    在这和一班陌生人玩得居然忘记寂寞是什么.为什么要走,真的要走,也不是现在吧……不知道这个决定是对是错,但是就算是错我也认了。恩,还是留下,至少我喜欢属于这.
    November 17

    I am not an eagle,i can fly.(for once in a time)

     when decide to fly off from the ground,i still do not know it is right choice,or not.the reason why i go this way is just my initial.First choice is most powerful and reliable. Once in the sky,i even felt breeze touching my nose,sunshine acrossing my body.During that time,i was definitely absorbbing the blue energy from sky and ocean.getting stronger and stronger. 
     However,i remain confused who i am,i am not an eagle,i do not have a couple of  strong wings recharge me powers,how far that i can be.i know my feather must burn up as soon as i fall from sky.
     But, i will never regret what i did,i think i really should not.Someone even can not fly,in his whole life.there are thousands of  "someone".
    i can do it ,why not.After ten years,the memory remain in my mind,Once in a time,i was so strong.